MASCULATE

how long will it take to clear all the repressive, hate driven human sediment from our social collective? to wash away the filth of the human mind, purify the body and set forth to tidy the world around us. it seems that our environmental practices simply only mirrors our mental state, and our moral sense of decay.
i am tired of cleansing my soul of the social pollutants which douse me every so often. it nearly drives me to xenophobic alienation. i write these words to dispell the perverse words that were spoken.

(verbal exchange between myself and middle-aged man):

• "I could watch her working all day."
• "Sorry?"
• "Because my TV is broken. There was some action before but now she stopped. Tell her I could watch her all day."
• "I believe she'd be uncomfortable with that."
• "Oh. Then tell her that the only thing more beautiful than the chocolate is her."
• "uh, sure."
• "Probably tastes better too." (as he was walking away, just audible enough for me to hear)

this to me proves the socials ills of watching too much late night television. it allows you to justify your immorality and you begin to forget how to act around others in a social setting. it also tells me that the man must confide in his fellow man to prove he is not abnormal. i felt manipulated to share in someone's perversity, a witness to some human sickness.

"i'm praying for mayhem, i'm praying for tidal waves..."

[Latin masculus male, masculine.]