DISINTEGRATE

"that which you cannot destroy..."
allow me to begin once again, pretend not to notice my failings, regain that which was lost. watch me descend through self-inflicted pathos and hubris of what remains of who i can become. the pain is real, all of my past will dissolute as all things do.
tempus edax rerum.

[From Middle English, intact, from Latin integrtus, past participle of integrre, to make whole, from integer, complete. See tag- in Indo-European Roots.]